Flowers and Barbed Wire

As promised, I tried to keep this up to date during my trip. I didn't keep up with it, but I did try. haha.
I had the chance to write yesterday but I couldn't do it. I had so much I wanted to dump that I felt it would have been a mistake. That brings us to now. I'm home now after my trip with Macie into the wilds of Kentucky.
I wanted to share a picture that I took a couple of days ago. I thought it looked "artsy" when I took it but after yesterday I know I took it to share my feelings with it. I was walking with Macie from our tent to breakfast and I thought it was funny that there was a vine with flowers blooming on a barbed wire fence. Thats how I feel about the weekend now- it was a beautiful thing to spend time with two people I love so much and just be together...but it turned out to be in a place where it was hard. I think you can figure out what the flower is and what the barbed wire is.


I want to share something though. I feel that I have never been more ready to face the day than I do now. I want to tell people how it is and not worrying about making friends along the way. I feel more mature than ever. I feel I know what I want in life and what I am supposed to do in life and how those things aren't always on the same page. I feel that not everything will go my way and I'm glad about that.
I also have a confession. I care a lot about how people view me, and I try hard to show that I don't care at all. I'm working on that.

Thats all I can write for now, my innermost feelings are in knots.

Face the day tomorrow!